Sunday, 28 September 2008

Friday, 26 September 2008

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.


Sebaik-baik sahabat adalah sahabat yang mampu berdiri teguh di samping kita di kala kesusahan,
Yang mampu mengalir air mata pabila kita di dalam kesedihan,
Yang mampu ketawa berkongsi kebahagian dan kegembiraan,
Yang mampu menghulur tangan di kala kesepian,
Yang mampu berkongsi segala penderitaan dan kenangan,
Yang mampu membimbing kita mengenal Tuhan,
Sebaik-baik sahabat adalah sahabat yg datangnya tidak diundang, perginya ibarat lenyap satu kemanisan..
azu201

C.O.N.T.E.N.T.E.D


Salam and Hi everyone..

Alhamdulilah I feel relieved and happy with my life. Being a human being make me realised the importance of using all the opportunities given to achieve a successful life. InsyaAllah. Though there are so many tests and obstacles that we have to face, there is no excuse for us to look back and regret with what has happened. Time will heal everything. Sometimes, life is so painful and unfair till we feel hopeless and tired. To a certain extent, there is no more things that we can hope anymore. Whatever it is, we have to be contented with what we have. I realised it is easy to say, but it can be the worst thing ever to face in a reality. Nevertheless, always remeber the best moments in our lives as they are still something left for us to be valued and treasured. Thank God , as I am still the same person. I do change but I hope the changes will make me become a better person.

Berkali jatuh hingga tersungkur,
Tertiarap akur menyembah bumi,
Mendongak ke langit memohon erti,
Memanjat keampunan padaNya di sisi,
Rasa kehambaan menyelimuti diri,
Ayuh terus bangun kembali,
Bersiap pada kehidupan yg abadi

Titipkan semangat kasih bersemi,
Mengorak langkah penuh beerti,
Mengharap mentari terus menyinari,
Melindungi awan yg kelam dan sepi,
Hulurkan tangan iringi daku,
Sisipkan untukku dalam doamu,
Di kala menghadap pada yg satu,
Moga diriku tenang selalu.

And upon Allah is the direction of the [right] way, and among them [i.e:the various paths] are those deviating. And if HE willed, He could have guided you all. (An-Nahl:16)
azu201

Wednesday, 24 September 2008

E.T.E.M.S.


Salam and Hi everyone,

I feel like writing something today. This is about one of the lessons that I went through. It's about teaching Maths and Science in English. Actually, this is one of the hot issues occurs in Malaysia. Before this, I assume that it is quite difficult for teachers to teach Maths and Science in English especially for newcomers like me. It also applies to the experienced teachers who never teach Maths and Science in English as they have gone through the old system for years. It is a pity for these teachers as they have to be trained and learnt new things and improve their proficiency in English. Becoming a teacher for primary school students is a hard job. We are not only teaching the students but also trying our best to make them understand and apply what they have learnt in the real life situations.

For me, there are some advantages and disadvantages if Science and Maths are taught in English. I can see there are a lot of problems for suburban students and those who come from low-social economy background. They are not exposed to English compared to students who stay in urban areas. I'm not trying to generalise this statement. There are some students who live in urban areas but still have a low proficiency in English. I am sure they have to struggle very hard in order to cope with the new system. I pointed out this question in class. Fortunately, I got a great respond from Mike, my lecturer. He said it is not impossible to train these students especially who are from rural areas in learning Science and Maths in English.

The major issue here is not the abilities of the students though it might be one of the important factors in achieving the target. It relates to teachers' proficiency in delivering the knowledge in classroom. Besides that, by using materials in classroom is hoped to support the teachers' teaching processes in making the lesson more interesting and meaningful. He said it is possible for the rural's students to achieve the target as teaching ways and approaches are different from traditional approaches. I am surprised with what he had said as I did not think about that before and I did not see how things can work especially for slow learners.

Now, I feel more confident if I was given an opportunity to teach both subjects in English. I hope I can face all the difficulties though they might challenge me in a lot of aspects such as my patience and my credibility. A noble teacher who is the one who can face obstacles without ever trying to give up. It is not easy to build a nation if we do not have courage and spirit to educate our new generation.
azu201

Monday, 22 September 2008

S.Y.U.K.U.R.

Assalamualaikum..

Today is my first day of class after having two months of holiday..Dragging myself to class is the worst thing ever..I'm so lazy to start everything again especially in learning about education..haha..but what can I do..That's my choice and will always be part of my life. I feel relieved today. I realised that anything happens around me will gain my strength in facing that matters. I hope so as it is not easy to face everything in one time. Lately, there are a lot of things occur. Sometimes, I do feel very down. Alhamdulilah, Allah is still with me and He gives someone to show me the ways.
When I am in bad conditions, I really cannot think. My mind is empty and I cannot judge the matter in the best way. I cannot decide what is the best for me. I cannot focus on everything. Whatever it is, life must go on. I have to face the obstacles and survive for my own good. Thank you for being with me. I dont have anything to give but I will always pray for your success. May Allah grants you with His blessings and happiness.
azu201

Friday, 19 September 2008

H.I.M.


It is Allah Who created you in a state of (helpless) weakness, then gave (you) strength after weakness, then, after strength, gave (you) weakness and a hoary head: He creates as He wills, and it it He who has all knowledge and power. (Ar-Rum:54)

I always remind myself to depend on Allah all the time. However, it is difficult as I am only a weak human being especially when I face difficulties in life. It is undeniable that I always try to depends to people around me. For instance, when we are in love, ask ourselves...Do we talk to Allah when we are in terrible circumstances? Do we depend on Him? We always talk and pour our feelings to someone who is really close to us. Sometimes, we nearly forget that we belong to Him. He never forget us as small creatures in this world. He knows everything about us. He knows what are the best for us.

When we are sad, worried and frustrated, we always forget to ask for His help and guidance. I remind myself and all of you, life is not permanent. It is only a place for us to worship Him and do good deeds. We should crave for paradise rather than get punished in hell. Na'uzubillah..

Ya Allah, give me strength and guidance in what I am doing. Lead me to the right path. Shower me with your blessings. Amin Ya Rabbal A'lamin..
azu201

Thursday, 18 September 2008

C.E.R.I.T.A.

(Picture ni hanya hiasan semata-mata..takde kaitan dengan apa yg sy tulis..hihi...)

Assalamualaikum..

Arini awal sy bngun yer...Lately ni nape ntah malas sgt nak buat blog ni..Klo yg perasan tu,mang kejap ade kejap takde..cam biskut chipsmore lakz..er...yeke chipsmore? Arini sy nak kongsi stu bnda dgn smua..Ade sorg kawan sy ni bagi 'kata-kata' yg agak menarik...Sy siap kta dekat dia lg, boley buat lirik ni..huhu..but believe me, it was so meaningful to me especially as a Muslim in this world..Jeng jeng jeng...This is the 'quotation' that I believe might open your eyes if you think it is meaningful to you as well...

Before that, sy just tanya dia, boley ke kita tgk wayang ni..Dia ni berilmu la jgak..walaupun slalu merendah dri..pastu dia pun tundakan doa soalan tu..then dia bg sy email sbb sy dah tido waktu tu..ahakz..tula lambat sgt replykan. Nak thu dia balas apa? Lebey kurg camnila...

Seorang mukmin yang benar-benar bertakwa dikehendaki menjaga kakinya dari menuju ke tempat-tempat maksiat dan lain-lain yang tidak diredai oleh Allah. Adalah haram baginya menggunakan kakinya untuk menuju ke tempat maksiat seperti panggung wayang dan lain-lain.
pada sy yg lemah ni pula (sy tak taula tapi byk kurang gak n lemah)..kaitan yg ust berikan ini..adalah tempat dan perbuatan manusia..tempat bukan kesalahan..tapi di sana wujud maksiat spt perhimpunan lelaki perempuan secara bebas..tayangan filem yang tak baik..dan sebagainya..jadi jikalau sy..sy amik pendekatan harus jika berdasarkan apa yang kita tgk tu di rasakan bukan salah..tapi majoriti kebanyakan wayang or filem tu kotor..jika wayang tu bersesuaian..dan bersama teman dan saudara..mungkin di bolehkan sbb kita bukan berbuat maksiat..asalkan wayang itu bersih..tapi mana ada kan..tambahan g panggung pun jadi tmpt maksiat..erm..wallahu a'lam..

After bagi ni, then dia sruh sy fikir..bab-bab fikir ni yg susah sket sbb dah penat fikir..huhu..skarang ni dalam otak smua nya bnda pasal dissy...mmg naik dizzy sy fikir pasal dissy ni..tapi takpela dah org sruh fikir then kta pun fkirla..pastu sy tanyala..kalau masuk cinema tu tak buat apa, setakat tgk crita je, salah ke? then dia jwb, tgk cerita tu mcm mna..skrg ni byk cerita yg dah tak ikut sempadan yang sepatutnya..Maknanya kalau dlm Islam tu, cerita tu kira salahla..then dia ckp, niat tak menghalalkan cara..Sy pun terdiam jgak buat sejenak..betul jugak ayat dia ni...

Tapi sy tahu bkn sng kan nak trima bla kta dah biasa dengan keadaan macam tu. Alhamdulilah ada sesetengan dripada kita yg masih memahami dan mengamalkan apa yg sepatutnya kita buat sebagai seorang Muslim. Harap-harap anda smua boley berfikir sejenak dengan apa yg dimaksudkan dgn penjelasan di atas.

Haish..dah lari topik ni..nak ckp bnda lain,tekeluar bnda lain..ok..bebalik kepada 'quotation' tadi tu...This is the quotation that I promised to show you...Have a look at it and open your mind, your heart and your soul to interpret it in your own ways..everyone has their rights to think about it...


" hidup ini umpama cerita... binalah ceritamu laksana seseorang yang penuh dengan kejayaan dan kebahagiaan... selagi ada waktu... perbaiki dan hiasilah ceritamu agar menjadi satu riwayat kehidupan yg terbaik, menjadi sebutan dan kenangan, tersisip padamu doa mereka sepanjang zaman "


What do you think? Life is like a story? Is it true..for me it is indeed...Kita lah penulis yg akan mencoret kisah kehidupan kita sndiri.. Setiap bait-bait perkataan melambangkan keperibadian kita, pengalaman hidup dan perjalanan seorang khalifah di muka bumi ini..setiap orang impikan kebahagiaan dan kejayaan..namun kadang-kadang kita tersungkur..kadang-kadang kita gagal..kadang-kadang kita terlalu leka dgn keindahan duniawi padahal kehidupan ukhrawi itu adalah kehidupan yg hakiki dan abadi..Apa yang sy coretkan di sini adalah sebagai peringatan buat dri sy dan smua..Bukan mudah untuk kita melakar kehidupan yang sempurna kerana fitrah diri manusia itu sendiri tidak sempurna..

Bukan mudah untuk kita mencapai kebahagiaan dan kejayaan dengan sekelip mata kerana smuanya memerlukan pengorbanan dan usaha yg berterusan..istiqamah dalam melaksanakan apa jua perkara...yang menentukan hanyala Allah yang satu..hanya Dia yg mampu memberi segala yang ada di muka bumi ini untuk kita..kdg kala kita terlupa dunia ini hanya sementara..pantasnya detik waktu ibarat tiada kesan di dalam diri...Sy mengharapkan kita smua mampu melakar dan mencoret kisah atau cerita tentang kehidupan pada tahap yang terbaik..InsyaAllah..Setiap yg berlaku pasti ada hikmahnya...

Kawan sy jga turut mengingatkan sy, syurga ini milik kita..hanya Allah yg dapat memberi kepada sesiapa sahaja yg Dia kehendaki..Maka berusahala untuk merperolehinya..Biar pun kita terkandas, kita gagal sebelum ini, tp cubalah untuk megejar syurga yg mmg dijanjikan utk kita..InsyaAllah Allah Maha Pengampun dan Maha Penyayang...Yang baik itu dtg dr Allah dan yang buruk itu dr kelemahan sy sendiri..Yg baik ambil sebagai pegangan dan yg buruk itu jdikan sbg sempadan...wasalam..
azu201

Tuesday, 16 September 2008

B.A.B.E.S


CREDIT TO WARID..

R.A.M.A.D.H.A.N.

Didnt write anything for quite a long time. I dont have any mood to write on my blog or maybe I dont have anything to tell. I got a parcel from my mum last two weeks. I was so excited reading my brother's kad raya to me...so tooouuuchhingggg..huhu....almost cry..everything also wanna cry wani...hmm...but it was really touching when someone who you love gave you something...i didnt see him almost two years. he must be taller than me now...enel!!!kakwani rindu enel so much...my mom send me variety of kuih raya and baju raya as well...meriah la raya thun ni..huhu...rindunya dkt diorg..cant wait to meet them soon...for this Ramadhan, im trying my best to be strong enough in everything..but sometimes i do fall again and again..Its not easy to fight with ur nafsu you know...believe me..its even harder compared to other months...I wanna wish all of you selamat berpuasa...maaf salah n silap...raya dtgla umah..hehe...
azu201