B.O.S.A.N.

Alhamdulilah...I feel quite happy now though there are tonnes of work to do. Cant imagine this year will be my final here in UK. Anyway, thanks to God for all the opportunities given to me. Thanks to my parents for their prayers days and nights. Hmm..Im 23 now..Am I like 23 young lady? Not lady..sorry..a teenager maybe...hmm..I dont feel like im 23. It's not because I'm 'perasan' ok..but am i matured enough to be 23? I dont know what is the right answer for that. Some of my friends are working now Some of them have already got married at this age...And dont be surprised...Quite a few of them got baby now..Hm..thats life right...Life is hard (Sashi 2008)..I still can remember till today. Sometimes it is very hard. It is undeniable yeah...Anyway life has to go on..Whatever it is, face it with strong mind, heart and soul. God always be with you...Good night!!! Daaa..wasalam

L.O.V.E.

People always say that love is blind? What do you think? Does it make any signal to your mind? It depends and it is undeniable to a certain extent. What is love? It is very subjective and depends on the individual. It has an enormous meaning and everyone who knows love will appreciate things around them. Love is not only for human beings. Love to God is the most crucial thing in our life. In my personal opinion, one who loves God will understand what is true love. Love sincerely and wholeheartedly should be one of the criteria to love someone. Love is more to give and take between two person. It is not a deal between them but it is a deal between two hearts and souls. Love to God is more precious as we need to have faith in our heart. Without faith and belief, we wont be able to have a true and sincere worship to God. Love can change a lot of things thought it might hurt us a lot. To forgive and forget is not that easy but with love, it wont be a huge matter. For me, to forgive might be easy but not to forget. Whatever it is, love cannot be segregated from our life. With love, we survive...With love, we live and with love, we can conquer one's heart. Dont ever take it for granted as love is so pure. Thus, we have to preserve the pureness of love before it disappears unintentionally.

"Love is like quicksilver in the hand. Leave the fingers open and it stays. Clutch it, and it darts away." - Dorothy Parker

H.O.P.E.

Life is too short. No one can predict what is going to happen on the next day. Though what is happening to you is painful, appreciate your life as if you wont see the world tomorrow. It is universaly acknowledged that life may change at anytime as well as human beings. We always hope for something to be cheered but dont ever hope it will happen in a sudden. Hope is something that make us enthusiastic to live and appreciate things around us. Hope is not to be destroyed. Hope is not to be taken for granted. We can always pray for our hope to make it as a reality. Nonetheless, dont hope too much as it can kill ourselves. I always wonder, why we have to hope for something when we know we cant achieve it and why people like to give hope? That is what we called part of life. Without hope, there is no life. With hope, we have to make an effort to get for it. With hope, we have to proceed our live and try to achieve what we want. Dont ever give hope to anyone if you think you might not make it as a reality for him or her. If not you are the one to be blamed in future. You might kill somebody's life if you take that hope for granted. Hope is to make people treasure their life so that they can value what is happening around them. Be thankful with what you have. Be grateful with what you got. Sometimes, we might not get everything that we want. That is the time when we should ponder what we have achieved before.... What have we got before.... This is the time for us to be contented with what we have attained before. Appreciate with what you have now before it is too late. It is such precious gifts from God. He knows what is the best for us.

My hEaRTs aLWays and eVEr...

There is no matter how happy I am, how sad I am, how worried I am and how tranquil I am...They are always in my mind. No matter what happen, they are part of my soul and my heart. Even though my siblings and I did get into quarrelling, but the bond wont ever be ruined. The blood that we have, will always be the proof that we always be together. Emy, nadia and Enel, work hard to get what you want. There wont be anyone to help us if we are not helping ourselves. I always pray for you my dear...Bapa and Mama always hope for our success...I love you all so much...
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S.T.R..O.N.G.

It is true that life is unpredictable. We always expect something beutifully happens in our life. It is not as simple as that. As a human being, we always try our best to make our life meaningful. Sometimes we fail and we will try to bounce back...Until when? There is no exact answer for this question. We keep trying every now and then. We keep hoping the same thing everyday. Hoping there will be a magical which make our life full of pleasure and amusement. Nevertheless, the reality might be changed. We have to accept the truth. It hurts us a lot. But that is what we have to face. We have to be strong..We have to be prepared mentally and phisycally. It is true that other people wont understand our true feelings. Our heart feels it..It is so painful..We can feel it deep down inside...Who can understand the sadness? Who can guide us through this? Please God...Dont let us drown before we can stand again and take the challenges. Dear my friend, accept what has happened to you. No matter how hard it is, please dont hurt yourself. God knows what is the best for you. He wont test us if we cannot undergo that situation. Take everything as an experience regardless of anything. Life can be so terrible but believe me, one day you will know life might give you a miracle. I know the pain..I know the sadness that you are facing now..Whatever happens, we have to move on. Time wont wait for a miracle to happen.We are the one who can create that miracle...Be strong..I will always be be with you in whatever condition. Lots of love...
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Alhamdulilah...

Alhamdulilah..praise to God..I am done for my timed-essay exam. it was quiet difficult when it came to the time management...there're lots of things to write..however, with His help, I think i've managed to do it..And now tawakaltua'lallah...just ask for His blessed and hope I can get a good result..This is my last exam before im going back to my beloved country, Malaysia...Im sad to leave my room here, the facilities that i've got and most prominent thing is the atmosphere..though Malaysia is always in my heart,I feel so grateful as I can study and stay here for almost two years. Praise to Him...Alhamdulilah..I hope this wont be the last time for me spending my time in UK..It is such a great experience for me...I have a lot more to do before my departure to my home country...dissertation and assignments..Ya Allah..Help me going through all of these..Give me some strength and guide me in a right and better way...Wasalam

K.E.H.I.D.U.P.A.N

Hidup umpama layar di dasar lautan..terus melambai di tiup sang angin...begitu jua dengan manusia...kadang-kadang hidup kita tanpa arah, tanpa haluan...terus meniti kehidupan biarpun gelombang badai terus melanda..di mana arah tuju kita? smpai bila kita harus hidup tanpa mempedulikan realiti yang harus kita lalui...Hidup tanpa arah ibarat hilangnya sinar di kala mentari menyinari...biarpun liku-liku hidup ini terlalu pahit, adakah kita kan terus berlari tanpa menoleh kembali? hidup mampu mengukir seribu satu nostalgia, seribu satu memeori malah seribu satu kata-kata sakti yang tak mampu ditangkis..dengan kehidupan, kita menjadi insan, dengan kehidupan kita menjadi hamba-Nya dan dengan kehidupan juga kita mampu berjuang sebagai khalifah..Biar waktu ditelan zaman, biar bumi hilang arah pusingannya, biar matahari hilang cahayanya, hanya padaNya kita berserah...Gerimis-gerimis hujan mampu menerbitkan kembali pelangi nan indah..begitu jua dengan kehidupan yang kita lalui...kebahagiaan akan terus dititip jika kita berani menongkah arus dan badai kehidupan..hidup ini hanyalah sekali cuma..tempuhinya dengan penuh ketabahan,kekuatan,ketenangan agar penyesalan dapat ditangkis di hari kemudian..berjuang selagi ada waktu di samping mengharapkan kekuatan dari Yang Maha Mengetahui...

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Timed-essay 'best'...

I have a timed-essay exam tomorrow...argghhh..just cant wait to let it go..its not that i have prepared it but it keep my mind in a 'tensed mode'...I have done some revision for this test. I hope I can do it well tomorrow. May God helps me go through it. Just wanna send my gratitude to my cute sis here..to you 'mira'..hehe..thanks for spending your time doing the revision with me..if not kakwani will be the laziest person in the world.I feel quite grateful and happy at the moment. What happened around me made me strong but im not sure until when the 'strong' will be with me. Just remember that God will be at my side all the time. Spending my time in uk has given me lots of experience. I learnt on how to tolerate with others, know what friendship is all about, experienced some best moments with mates and one more thing...cant wait to travel around Europe this summer..Im going to seven countries and it is going to take about three weeks of journey. I cant imagine what is going to happen without enough sleep, rest and the most vital part is 'food'...haha...Last but not least, I learnt to save my money here..Alhamdulilah, I got a part-time job here and it really taught me to be patient and get along with other people well...Nice experience but sometimes it can be very terrible..God knows..huhuhu...Before I go, I hope that my life will be better and tranquil. Got to go..Wish me luck for tomorrow..Wasalam

Life has to go on...

There are a lot of calamities and obstacles in our life. Whatever it is, we have to be prepared with it. It is not easy to go through it once you are facing it. Sadness, worrier, gloominess will be part of your life. But dont ever forget, there are solutions in every problems that occurred. Sometimes, we cannot predict what will happen in the future. Sometimes, we cannot find the panacea for the problems. Thus, there is only one way to make ourself feel tranquil with what is happening. Just go with the flow and 'He' is always be with us. 'He' knows what the best for us. Once the problems have been solved, take it as one of our success in life. We succeeded facing all the obstacles though it might hurt us a lot. I remind myself and the others that life is not that easy. It can be very complicated where we can be hopeless and want to give up. Nevertheless, just remind yourself that Allah is always guide people who want to help themselves. Keep praying and never give up. The light might not appear with only one prayer. But believe in your heart and your soul, it will be given for you one day....InsyaAllah...

Welcome to my own website..

I had design this website as one of the fulfilment in my course. It is a simple website as im not the expert in ICT i guess. However i felt so grateful as i had finished it on time. It might not be the best one but it is a good attempt for me...Thanks to MIKE BOSTON, my dedicated lecturer. He was so patient in helping us finishing this 'great' stuff...Have a look at my website...

http://menas.net.marjon.ac.uk/mb/azuani

Assalamualaikum..

Assalamualikum..I've created this blog since a month ago but i do not have any strength to start writing in it. It is not easy to do some writing especially if you have a lot of things to do which involving this skill. Writing has become part of my life as it is prominent to me especially when im doing my assignment. And now it has been a great vital part to me as dissertation will be my partner until this november. What a shame guys...I hope i will have a strength to pour some new information or some knowledge into my blog. Im not an expert in everything as im still learning. In addition, my writing is not that good so that you have to bear with it...hehe...I hope i will gain something by creating this blog. It is not a place where im going to be famous or a condition where everyone will know about me, but it is more to my personal experience. Sometimes, we do not have to face all things in this world as we can learn from other's experience as well. I hope i can share something with u guys...Though the post might not be vital in your life, but i hope everyone can get something from it... wasalam