IF.I.COULD.CHOOSE.YOU.

If I could choose you,
Things might be different,
Life might be easier,
As we might be together.

If I could choose you,
I won't dare to go beyond our promise,
I won't afraid to ask for forgiveness,
I won't avoid to stay close to your heart.

If I could choose you,
Being together is something,
Facing difficulties is nothing,
Searching for happiness is everything.

If I could choose you,
Let Him fulfil our desire,
Let Him decide what is the best for us,
Let Him lead us to the right path.

If I could choose you,
I would be contented with what I have,
You are such a luxurious gift,
Such a precious moment in my life.

If I could choose you,
Don't go away from my heart,
Please stay close in my mind,
Don't let us fall apart.

If I could choose you,
Nothing can express my gratitude,
As satisfaction is everything,
For what He has given to me.
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A.K.U.

Aku tetap aku,
Walau tidak sesempurna Khadijah,
Namun mampu mengukir kata,
Menyemai secebis senyuman,
Walau tidak semanis Zulaikha..

Aku tetap aku,
Walau tidak sebijak Ai'syah,
Namun masih ada fikiran,
Memikir sejenak kehidupan,
Walau tidak setabah Mariam.

Aku tetap aku,
Walau hanya insan kerdil,
Namun tetap mendamba kasihMu,
Memohon secangkir restu,
Mengiringi hari-hariku.

Aku tetap aku,
Walau bukan srikandi pejuang,
Namun tak bermakna tak mampu menentang,
Musuh utama bukan penyerang,
Namun nafsu diri yang bersarang.

Aku tetap aku,
Walau dugaan terus mendatang,
Tiada kuasa untukku menghalang,
Walau sakit menempuh bahang,
Itulah takdir hidup seseorang.

Aku tetap aku,
Gapai tanganku dikala gusar,
Heretlah aku dikalaku tersasar,
Itulah ujian walaupun sukar,
Mengharap redhaMu mogaku tegar.

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C.E.R.I.T.A.

Hidup ini ibarat cerita,
Ibarat pelayaran meniti masa,
Dilambung badai tatkala derita,
Dilambai angin peneman setia,
Semua atas kehendak Yang Esa.

Hidup ini ibarat cerita,
Penuh coretan dibalik sengsara,
Mengejar impian menggapai cahaya,
Menggenggam kenangan terpalit dijiwa,
Moga tersimpan tersisip selamanya.

Hidup ini ibarat cerita,
Bukan igauan bukan kebetulan,
Permulaan kisah penuh percaturan,
Hanya kekuatan sebagai dorongan,
Mengharungi onak penuh pengharapan.

Hidup ini ibarat cerita,
Tersembunyi hikmah sang Pencipta,
Tiada bandingan nilai dan harta,
Tersisip kenangan setiap manusia,
Mengharap sinar kan terus menjelma.

Hidup ini ibarat cerita,
Semuanya diatas satu ketentuan,
Menadah keampunan di hujung pengakhiran
Memohon kasih disebalik impian,
Moga termakbul terukir kenyataan.
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A.W.A.Y.

Assalamualaikum and Hi everyone,

I just wanna drop a few words here. Today is my last day working in Peninsular Treatment Centre as a 'domestic assistant' or generally known as 'cleaner'. Lots of memories and experience will stay close in my mind and my heart. Working with other people teaches me to be patient and understanding. It is not easy to deal with people especially when you are in bad mood or having problems in your study or life. Working taught me a lot of things. Working made me to be a strong person and working sometimes made me to forget my problems.

I realised that money cannot buy everything. Sometimes we have to sacrifice certain things in order to achieve something. I never regret being a cleaner in this country. I went to Europe using my own money, buy everything here using my own salary.

The saddest part was when one of the lovely persons in that hospital nearly dropped his tears when I was going. I was so touched with his reaction. His name is Berry. A nice and lovely person. Always help us in any situation. Will miss you Berry. Thanks for everything.

Not forgotten, my colleagues, Anne, Emy and Emma. I worked with them before I chose to work on weekend shifts. Thank you for everything especially for the card and presents. And lastly, my weekend's supervisor, Rae, thank you for your understanding when I really need a leave during the Eid. Will miss you all so much.:(

Thanks to GOD for this opportunity. Being alone in other part of this world without my beloved ones, teaches me to be a human being. Alhamdulilah, I am still the same 'Azuani' and hope to be the same person for the whole of my life. Thanks to all of you for loving me and understanding me. I appreciate your kindness. With lots of love, hugs and kisses....
azu201

To love is nothing.
To be loved is something.
To love, and be loved, is everything.
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H.A.R.A.P.A.N.

Damai,
Tenang,
Syukur,
Tiada kata seindah pertemuan,
Tiada bicara semanis persahabatan,
Moga hari-hari berlalu,
Kan menjelma kemanisan,
Dek perjalanan kasih,
Meniti lautan harapan.

Ya Allah,
Berikan aku kekuatan,
Menempuh batasan kehidupan,
Aku redha dengan ujianMu,
Aku pasrah dengan ketentuanMu,
Ku mengharapkan kasihMu,
Tuk menggapai sejuta impian,
PadaMu ku akur,
PadaMu ku pohon,
Ya Rabbal A'lamin.
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R.E.Q.U.E.S.T.

VIENNA

VIENNA,AUSTRIA

VENICE, ITALY

PRAGUE, CZECH REPUBLIC

PRAGUE, CZECH REPUBLIC

PRAGUE

ZAGREB,CROATIA

GONDOLA, VENICE

M.A.M.P.U.K.A.H.

Hidup ini satu pertaruhan,
Bukan mimpi bukan angan-angan,
Hanya masa yg menentukan,
Erti kehidupan seorang insan,
Merentas setiap persoalan,
Untuk megejar satu jawapan,

Bila hati bertanya,
Pabila lidah berbicara,
Ke mana arah tujunya,
Di mana harusku bermula,
Mengejar impian yang nyata.

Mampukah diri ini,
Mampukah jiwa ini,
Mampukah hati ini,
Meredah kegelisahan malam,
Merungkai persoalan yang kelam,
Menangkis kisah-kisah silam.

Ingin ku melangkah,
Ingin ku menadah,
Moga kentalnya hati,
Mengejar cinta yang abadi,
Di sebalik kelemahan diri,
Menggapai sang pelangi,
Mewarnai hari-hari yang sepi.

Ku pohon padaMu,
Kekuatan diri,
Ketabahan hati,
Kemantapan rohani,
Moga ku mampu berdiri,
Mengejar mimpi,
Menjadi realiti.

Pimpini daku dalam doamu,
Iringi daku dalam bicaramu,
Hanya Dia pengubat hati,
Hanya padaMu ku tangisi,
Moga hari-hari yang berlalu,
Membawa makna yang bererti,
Ku harapkan kasihMu,
Ku pohon keampunanMu,
Kurniakan ku MaghrifahMu,
Ya Rabbal Ya A'lamin.
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