D.O.W.N.

Hi...I dont know what i am going to talk today. I just feel lonely, empty and heartless. Why is it happening now? I have lots of things to do. I have lots of matter to think. Why is it so difficult to forget? I know this is just a beginning of life. There is a lot more to come but how I wanna face this at the moment? Its easy to say just forget about it and move on without looking at it again. Its not as simple as that. Your mouth can converse it but not my heart. Nonetheless, I feel so lucky as I still have my family and 'Him' at my side. I hope He wont go away from me. I hope He always give me strengths to face the obstacles and calamities in life. I feel so down now. I wish I wont have this feeling..miserable, sad, gloomy,lonely....