TERIMA.KASIH.KAWAN.

Kawan,
Detik manis persahabatan,
Kenangan pahit kehidupan,
Kita lalui bersama,
Duka dalam riang,
Tawa dalam sendu,
Tangisan dalam gembira,
Suka dalam derita,
Biar dugaan datang melanda,
Tiada alasan untuk mencelah,
Sekadar meniti penuh pasrah,
Bukan bermakna untuk kalah,
Bukan jua mencipta helah,
Namun kan terus melangkah,
Berjuang dalam penuh payah,
Menolak segala keluh-kesah.

Kawan,
Terima kasih atas segalanya,
Moga diri sentiasa sejahtera,
Melawan ombak di atas bahtera,
Mencipta sebuah ceritera,
Hadirmu membawa sejuta makna,
Pergimu meninggal seribu peristiwa,
Yang pernah kita lalui bersama,
Setiap detik mengejar cita-cita,
Mengharap ehsan dari pencipta,
Doa kan ku titip sentiasa,
Moga suatu masa,
Kita masih mampu bersua,
Mengimbau kembali secebis cerita.

Kawan,
Maafkan daku dalam berkata,
Atas keterlanjuran dalam berbicara,
Aku hanya insan biasa,
Hadirku sekadar buat sementara,
Menjadi teman tanpa dipinta,
Bukan niatku mengharap harta,
Apatah lagi menghambur derita,
Aku akur atas segalanya,
Dengan setiap ketentuan Yang Esa,
Moga pengakhiran penuh selesa,
Setelah jasad hilang selamanya,
Hanya doa yang ku pinta,
Untuk kubawa temui Pencipta.
azu201

K.E.P.U.L.A.N.G.A.N

Sesudah langkah pertama ku hayun,
Segala perih yang dulu ku simpan,
Untuk menunaikan secebis kewajipan,
Kini terlerai bersama harapan.

Segala penat lelah kini terurai,
Bukanlah peluang untukku santai,
Bukan jua jalan untukku lalai,
Masih banyak cabaran yang melambai.

Aku bersyukur penuh kesayuan,
Diberi peluang menatap keindahan,
Walau kadang tersemai kekecewaan,
Itulah lumrah setiap insan.

Bukanlah balasan yang ku pinta,
Sekadar kepuasan dalam derita,
Mengalirnya setitis air mata,
Meniti perjuangan mengejar cita-cita.

Terima kasih ayah dan ibu,
Mendorong kemahuan anakmu yang satu,
Kini jauh beribu batu,
Namun doa sentiasa berpadu.

Tunggukan kepulangan anakmu ini,
Moga pertemuan bukanlah mimpi,
Anakmu akur dengan ketentuan Ilahi,
Moga pelukan tersimpul mati.

Andai diri menjadi tanda tanya,
Terimalah anakmu dengan adanya,
Kugenggam kekuatan datang dariNya,
Bukan mainan di alam maya.
(azu201)

K.E.M.A.A.F.A.N.

Kemaafan bukan untuk ditagih,
Bukan untuk disalah ertikan,
Yang mampu mengundang pedih,
Walau hanya sekadar ucapan.

Maaf itu lahirnya dari hati,
Yang tidak boleh dikongsi,
Bukan juga untuk ditangisi,
Bila sudah menjadi benci.

Letakkan kemaafan ditempat terpuji,
Bukan untuk dijual beli,
Namun sebagai suatu pengganti,
Pabila diri terasa dikhianati.

Senang untuk ucapkan maaf,
Dengan hanya sekali lafaz,
Namun ianya bukanlah permainan,
Untuk mengubat segala kekhilafan.

Sekali hati robek dicalari,
Kemaafan tidak berguna lagi,
Andai ianya telah terjadi,
Meranalah diri kemudian hari.

Kasih sayang sebagai pengubat,
Namun bukan yang terhebat,
Pabila benci terus menghambat,
Yang mudah menjadi lambat.

Hargailah setiap ucapan kemaafan,
Bukan untuk dikotak-katikkan,
Kerna ianya permata kehidupan,
Melakar impian dalam kesamaran.
azu201

M.A.M.P.U.K.A.H A.K.U

Wanita Solehah
wanita solehah adalah..


wanita yg sentiasa menjaga kehormatan diri(menutup aurat)
meninggalkan larangan Allah,..
mengamalkan suruhan Allah..
yg manis senyumannya di saat suka dan duka..
yang ringan tangannya bersedekah
yang sedikit tidurnya untuk berborak dgn Tuannya di sepertiga mlm..
yang ikhlas hatinya mencari redha Allah..
yang ringan tangannya membantu sahabat2 dan saudara mara..
yang menyambung silaturrahim..
yang menjadi hamlatul quran(pendokong kitab quran)
yang rajin amalkan sunnahnya..
yang sentiasa berpuasa sekurang2nya 3 hari setiap bln


Wanita solehah itu aurat dijaga, Pergaulan dipagari, Sifat malu pengikat diri, Seindah hiasan di dunia ini.

Keayuan wanita solehah itu, tidak terletak pada kecantikan wajahnya , Kemanisan wanita solehah , tidak terletak pada kemanjaannya, Daya penarik wanita solehah itu , Bukan pada kemanisan bicaranya yang mengoncang iman para muslimin, Dan bukan pula terletak pada kebijaksanaannya­ bermain lidah, memujuk rayu , Bukan dan tidak sama sekali, Kepetahan wanita solehah , Bukan pada barang kemas atau perihal orang lain, Tapi pada perjuangannya meningkatkan martabat­ agama.

Nafsu mengatakan wanita cantik dengan paras rupa yang indah bak permata yang menyeri alam, Akal mengatakan wanita cantik atas kemajuan dan kekebalannya dalam ilmu serta pandai dari segala aspek , Hati menyatakan kecantikan wanita hanya pada akhlaknya, Itupun seandainya hati itu bersih untuk menilai.

Wahai wanita jangan dibangga dengan kecantikan luaran , kerana satu hari nanti ianya akan lapuk ditelan zaman, Tetapi jaga dan peliharalah kecantikan dalaman , Agar diri ini bersih dan sentiasa mendapat Rahmat Ilahi, Wahai wanita jangan berbangga dengan ilmu duniawi yang kau kuasai , kerana ada lagi manusia yang lebih berpengetahuan darimu , Wahai wanita jangan pula berdukacita atas kekurangan dirimu, kerana ada lagi insan yang lebih malang darimu , Wahai wanita solehah jangan dirisau akan jodohmu, Kerana muslimin yang bijaksana itu tidak akan terpaut pada wanita hanya kerana kecantikannya , Bersyukurlah di atas apa yang ada . Serta berusaha demi keluarga ,bangsa dan agama.
(PETIKAN DARI BLOG)
azu201

A.BEAUTIFUL.STORY.

I was walking around in a BigBazar store making shopping, when I saw a Cashier talking to a boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old.

The Cashier said, 'I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll. Then the little boy turned to me and asked: 'aunty, are you sure I don't have enough money?'

I counted his cash and replied: 'You know that you don't have enough money to buy the dolll, my dear.' The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand.

Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. 'It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much Iwanted to Gift her for her BIRTHDAY.

I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister when she goes there.' His eyes were so sad while saying this. 'My Sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mommy is going to see God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give it to my sister.'

My heart nearly stopped. The little boy looked up at me and said: 'I told daddy to tell mommy not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come back from the mall.' Then he showed me a very nice photo of him where he was laughing. He then told me 'I want mommy to take my picture with her so my sister won't forget me.' 'I love my mommy and I wish she doesn't have to leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister.' Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly.

I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy. 'Suppose we check again, just in case you do have enough money for the doll?'

'OK' he said, 'I hope I do have enough.' I added some of my money to his with out him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll and even some spare money.

The little boy said: 'Thank you God for giving me enough money!' Then he looked at me and added, 'I asked last night before I went to sleep for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this doll, so that mommy could give It to my sister. He heard me!' 'I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mommy, but I didn't dare to ask God for too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white rose. My mommy loves white roses.'

I finished my shopping in a totally different state from when I started.

I couldn't get the little boy out of my mind. Then I remembered a local news paper article two days ago, which mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a young woman and a little girl. The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical state.

The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-sustaining machine, because the young woman would not be able to recover from the coma. Was this the family of the little boy?

Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the news paper that the young woman had passed away.. I couldn't stop myself as I bought a bunch of white roses and I went to the funeral home where the body of the young woman was exposed for people to see and make last wishes before her burial. She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest. I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been changed for ever.

The love that the little boy had for his mother and his sister is still, to this day, hard to imagine. And in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had taken all this away from him.

Please DO NOT DRINK & DRIVE.
(taken from GUNA :P)
azu201

SEKADAR.FANTASI.BUKAN.REALITI.

Berarak mendung dikala siang,
Hati sayu jauh terkenang,
Ku tak mahu memori terus berulang,
Harapan masih tinggi menjulang,
Walau diri pernah kecundang.

Ku tahu impian bukan persoalan,
Walau pahit harus ku telan,
Berlalu hari berganti bulan,
Bertahun bukan satu halangan,
Moga termakbul menjadi kenyataan.

Diri hanya mampu merancang,
Walau perit tak pernah hilang,
Diliputi bara diselaputi bahang,
Walau tujuan masih rambang,
Ku tahu hidup harus berjuang.

Melangkah dengan penuh kekuatan,
Darimu ku pinta buat sisipan,
Pimpini daku atasi kelemahan,
Moga tak rebah ditinggal zaman,
Untuk ku simpan jadi kenangan.

Andai hati tak mampu bersatu,
Tempatkan aku dalam dirimu,
Walau sakit menanggung rindu,
Moga ianya takkan berlaku,
Dengan adanya iringan restu.

Salam kasih madah bersemi,
Bukan niatku jadi begini,
Walau permulaan sakit terperi,
Ia bukanlah suatu mimpi,
Untuk kutepis pabila terjadi.

Moga usaha menjadi bekalan,
Terus melangkah jauh ke depan,
Dua hati menyimpan harapan,
Moga ianya bukan angan-angan,
Genggamlah ia ukirkan kenyataan.
azu201

SEKADAR.PUISI.

Maaf ku pinta,
Kehadiranku hanya sebentar cuma,
Selagi hayat masih ada,
Kutagihkan kasih curahan setia,
Hingga pada satu masa,
Pabila ku tutupkan mata,
Dikala bayu melewati senja,
Kenangkan diri ku selamanya,
Moga doamu kujadikan harta.
Untuk kubawa menemui Pencipta.

Terima kasih sayang,
Pertemuan yang tak diundang,
Yang langsung tidak kubayang,
Sekelip mata ianya datang,
Tak mampu untukku halang,
Ku bersyukur tidakku tentang,
Hadirmu sebagai pejuang,
Kata hati tidakku larang,
Ku sambut dengan lapang,
Moga kukuh untukku sandang.

azu201
-sekadar ilham dari 'aku punya kamu'-

P.E.R.T.E.M.U.A.N.

Malam..
Ketemukan aku dengan siang,
Bukan niatku melupakan bintang,
Sekadar mencari kenangan yang hilang,
Walau ia dikatakan usang.

Hujan..
Ketemukan aku dengan pelangi,
Menyinari kembali hariku yang sepi,
Ku harap ianya bukanlah mimpi,
Untukku gapai dikala dinihari.

Angin..
Ketemukan aku dengan lambaianmu,
Terusap lembut melewati waktu,
Terusik sayu terus membisu,
Sedar asalku dari yang Satu.

Sayang..
Ketemukan aku dengan kasih,
Kembalikan semangat untukku pulih,
Ku tak mahu terus tersisih,
Pilu hati mengenangkan sedih.

Hati...
Ketemukan aku dengan cinta,
Bukan untuk membuatku buta,
Namun tersisip sebagai harta,
Untuk ku hulur pada Pencipta.

Bulan..
Ketemukan aku dengan bintang,
Ingin ku gapai langit gemilang,
Walau harapan payah ku tatang,
Ku tahu impian sukar ditentang.
azu201

MY.DREAM.WEDDING.

I've been tagged by hani but I havent realised bout it until she told me..haha..sorry hani..anyway..the questions are so challenging..haha..something related to 'my dream wedding'..what should i answer?..'wink wink'

1.How old are you?
I'm 23 years old..not that old right..

2. Are you single?
Like hani said, i'm not married yet..

3. In what age do you think you’ll get married?
hmm..depends on my 'jodoh'..we have to come out with a decision i guess..not just based on one opinion..

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now??
God knows..have i found my Mr Right????

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
Whoever wanna marry me..haha..based on certain criteria..im not that fussy but still i have to live with him for the whole of my life...:)

6. Do you want a garden/beach wedding, or the traditional wedding?
I like a beach wedding..a very tranquil day..with a sound of waves..but please..no tsunami..:)..if not i just prefer to have a traditional wedding..especially the costumes..this is just a dream..if it can become a reality,i would be very glad to enjoy the ceremony and be the happiest bride..

7. Your ideal motif?
im not sure bout this. just a simple ceremony..but very meaningful to the guests and my families (including my in law)hehe.something that can be remembered for the whole of my life especially.

8. Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
well..maybe an island..or maybe on a cruise..hehe...depends on budget..

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?
my families, friends, my parents' friends..maybe quite a lot cos im the oldest among my siblings..but who knows if 'langkah bendul' happen to me..:)

10. Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?
hmm..not that extravagant..something that can be remembered especially with the one who you love. simple but nice..

11. Do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on your own??
depends on a decision between me n him...

12. How many layers of cake do you want to have?
two should be enough..even one i still can accept..not a big deal to me...

13. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or at a simple place?
in my house..hehe

14. When do you want to get married, evening or morning?
nikah should be in the morning i guess..a fresh day to start...

15. You’d rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?
depends...

16. Do you like a grand entrance for your groom/bride?
haha..nice question..i nak kawin dgn anak raja ke?huhu..

18. Name the song/tune you’d like played at your wedding??
maybe we should agree on one song..something that can remind us on our relationship..;)

19. Are you a morning person or a night person?
in between..:)

20. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
just a light one i guess...but maybe a little bit of custom takes place..

21. What age do you want to get married?
dont know..haha..da smpai seru kawinla..

22. Describe your ideal husband/wife.
someone who can complement me and be part of my life.

23. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?
both..if not used to use hands, then use fork and spoon..as simple as that..:)

24. champagne or red wine?
hoho..mango boley..:)

25. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
haha...something to ponder...

26. Money or household item?
depends..love to have both...tamak giler...:)

27. Who will pay for the bills?
will try my best to use my money..but of course need some help from my parents..byk tu..tak mampu kot nk byr smua..huhu

28. Are you ready for married life?
thinking of my condition now, just wait till i finish my study and find a right time to deal with him..if i have one laaaa kannn...

29. Do u think you will still be a virgin until u get married?
of course..hehe

30. Will u always be true to your wife/husband
InsyaAllah..

31. How many kids do u like?
depends on condition..depends on 'rezeki'...

32. A new house for a newly wed or an old one?
i dont mind bout this as long as we can live happily ever after..insyaAllah..mmgla fairy stories kan hani..haha

33. Will u celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding, or diamond wedding?
never heard bout this before..sma je smuanya..as long as im happy with him and my children.iAllah..

34. What kind of cuisine would u like for ur wedding?
haha..klo tanya soalan ni..smpai esok tak abis list..hehe..just simple one lar..klo dlm dream nak gak yg ada seafood....best kot..haha...

35. Will u record ur honeymoon in a cd or dvd?
ask someone to record and take the photos..one of the precious moments right?bkn kawin hari2..:)

thats just a dream..if it turned to a reality, it would be nice to go through it...whatever it is, im contented with what I have..hope i can find someone who can be with me for the whole of my life..pray for me yeahhh..hehe..wslm