N.U.K.I.L.A.N

masihkah ada masa,
masihkah ada hari,
masihkah ada waktu,
untuk ku melangkah,
menggenggam impian yang luhur,
ku tahu,
di balik hati yang sepi,
setiap jiwa ada hidupnya,
setiap jasad ada pengakhirannya,
setiap hati ada sayangnya,
bila kasih bersemi,
pabila ucapan terungkai,
seribu satu persoalan ,
menjadi tanda tanya,
ku terus melangkah,
biar pun perit,
biar kelam tak bermaya,
untuk mengejar kebahagiaan,
walau seribu tahun,
kan ku teruskan perjalanan,
walau tersungkur,
ku tahu,
setiap kepayahan,
tersurat kebahagiaan,
setiap kepedihan ,
tersirat kedamaian,
aku redha dengan ketentuanMu,
kurniakan aku ,
hidayahMU,
petunjukMU,
moga aku mampu berdiri,
bangun kembali,
menghadapi kenyataan,
realiti sebenar,
seorang KHALIFAH....
azu201

D.O.N.T K.N.O.W

I woke up so early today. I couldnt sleep last night. I miss everything back in Malaysia. What a nice dream if I could be there now. The weather is quite bad. It has been raining since last night. I had a great day yesterday. I had a dinner together with Uni Plymouth's friends including some of my friends in Marjon. It was such a wonderful dinner as everyone can gather and get along very well. I learn how to socialise and make a lot of friends here. I am not that talkative. People say I am serious if they haven't known me. I am not that serious. You have to try and talk with me then only my true colours are revealed. lol. I am quite nervous to travel by this Monday but deep inside the excitement is there. It will be such unforgetful experience for me. I dont think I will have a chance to make it in future. It would be better if my family can join me. I hope, the journey will open my eyes to see the new world. For sure, there are a lot of new things to be experienced. There is where friendship and trust play their roles . I hope I will enjoy my holiday as this will be my last long holiday before I am back for goods to Malaysia.

M.Y.S.E.L.F

People say i'm serious,
People perceive i'm sensitive,
Whatever it is, that is me,
What can i do with it?
That's just a perception from them,
A truly heart comes from inside,
It is an internal reflection,
From the heart of the owner,
It is what it should be,
People can always judge us,
People can always say about us,
whatever it is,
We are the one who can appreciate ourselves,
We are the one who understand what is happening inside us,
I am contented with what I have,
I hope I wont regret with all my decision,
With all my effort in achieving my own desire,
My own satisfaction,
Thanks to all of you,
Who always stand beside me,
Who always hold my hands when I need someone in my life,
Without all of you,
I am sure,
I couldn't stand like what I am now....
azu201

M.A.R.Y P.O.P.P.I.N.S.

Assalamualaikum..

I have watched Mary Poppins in Plymouth Theatre Royal yesterday. It was such a wonderful experience. I never imagine I would go watching theatre before. I was so surprised with all the props as well as the actor and actresses. This theatre was produced by Disney and I also believe you can imagine how great it was. Before I decided to watch this theatre, I did not know anything about Mary Poppins. I wondered why some of my friends are so eager to watch it. I read a summary from the internet about this story as I never watch the film before or maybe I forgot I had watched it. The storyline is about a nanny who has to face two naughty children. She has a magical power and there is when most of the fantastic parts of the story are revealed. It is more to a fairy tales or would be best acknowledged as my topic for my dissertation. I hope I wont be in a fantasy world as I am surrounded by this kind of atmosphere now. lol. Sometimes I ponder how lucky I am to be here in another part of the world. You know what I mean right. If I were still in Malaysia, I wont have chance to explore new atmospheres and opportunities here. I feel very grateful and thanks to God for giving me such wonderful experience. I would like to express my gratitudes to my parents, Encik Jamil and Puan Rogayah for their courage and supports. Without them, I wont have this chance to be here. I will never forget what my sister said. She said I was very lucky to be here. I can go travelling, be in another country, assimilate to some of the cultures and ideas, as well as have the oppotrunity to study abroad. I have never dreamt I would be here but it is happening to me now. I have been here almost two years. I faced a lot of things here. Ups and downs. Thick and thin pieces of life. Being an ordinary human being is not an excuse for me to run away from a lot of hardship and pain in life. Alhamdulilah , I am still a normal person who can still differentiate between the good and bad. Nonetheless, experience teaches me how to be strong, how to see things from different perspectives and how to control my emotions. Sometimes I do fail to do so. I never regret what was happening to me as everything was not under my control. I am still like before. Whatever things come around me, I have to face it without any doubt. There is no excuses for me to be an ignorant. Thanks to 'Him' for being with me all the time and I hope 'He' will always guide me in the best way.
azu201

Is this me or is it just a signal?

Your Love is Based on Commitment

You believe that love is something that develops and grows. You don't believe in love at first site, and you never mistake lust for love. For you, love is about mutual devotion, respect, and understanding. You don't feel comfortable in a relationship, unless you're both in it for the long run. Why your love can last: You don't take commitment lightly - or leave relationships easily Why your love can fail: You're so committed, you often can't see the most obvious problems in your relationship

What Is Your Love Based On?

Am I?

You Have A Type A- Personality

You are one of the most balanced people around Motivated and focused, you are good at getting what you want You rule at success, but success doesn't rule you. When it's playtime, you really know how to kick back Whether it's hanging out with friends or doing something you love! You live life to the fullest - incorporating the best of both worlds

Do You Have a Type A Personality?

D.O.W.N.

Hi...I dont know what i am going to talk today. I just feel lonely, empty and heartless. Why is it happening now? I have lots of things to do. I have lots of matter to think. Why is it so difficult to forget? I know this is just a beginning of life. There is a lot more to come but how I wanna face this at the moment? Its easy to say just forget about it and move on without looking at it again. Its not as simple as that. Your mouth can converse it but not my heart. Nonetheless, I feel so lucky as I still have my family and 'Him' at my side. I hope He wont go away from me. I hope He always give me strengths to face the obstacles and calamities in life. I feel so down now. I wish I wont have this feeling..miserable, sad, gloomy,lonely....