B.I.C.A.R.A.H.A.T.I.

Assalamualaikum..

I just received a shocked news from Malaysia. My aunt's father has just passed away. Even though I dont really know him well, he is still part of my family as my uncle is my mother's brother. It is not easy for my aunt to face all this even it applies to all people in this world. Losing our beloved one will give a big impact to us and our life. Whatever it is, we have to face it with strong heart and God knows what is the best for us. People always want to run away from thinking about death. That is part of our life. Sometimes, I just ponder about myself. What about my iman? What about my sins? I know that i am not perfect and do a lot of mistakes. I just hope this coming Ramadhan will teach me a lot of things such as being patient and tawadu' to Him. I dont know either I will meet other Ramadhan. Ya Allah...Give me some strengths to fight with my lust and my bad intention! I know that I am weak in everything.

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku,
Ampuni daku di atas segala keterlanjuranku,
Samaada dlm perbuatanku,
tutur bicaraku,
Kadang kala aku hanyut,
Aku alpa dengan keindahan dunia,
Bimbinglah aku di jalanMu,
Tunjukkan aku kebenaran,
Jalan-jalan yang lurus,
Untuk ku terus bersujud kepada Mu,
Untuk ku terus mengharungi hidup ini,
Ku tahu,
Dunia hanya pinjaman semata-mata,
Andai aku leka dlm mengejar duniawi,
Engkau sedarkan Aku Ya Allah,
Aku tak layak untuk meminta kepada Mu,
Namun aku pasti,
Akan ketentuan Mu,
Akan pengampunan Mu,
Bimbinglah aku,
Moga aku sentiasa berada di jalanMu,
Moga Ramadhan kali ini,
Akan membawa sinar ketenangan,
Moga aku mampu terus tabah,
Menempuhi dugaan Mu..
Amin Ya Rabbal A'lamin...
azu201

T.O.U.C.H.I.N.G.

When she walks away from you mad

===[ Follow her]

When she stares at your lips

===[ Kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hits you

===[ Grab her and don’t let go ]

When she starts cursing at you

===[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]

When she's quiet

===[ Ask her what’s wrong]

When she ignores you

===[ Give her your attention ]

When she pulls away

==[ Pull her back ]

When you see her at her worst

===[ Tell her she's beautiful ]

When you see her start crying

==[Just hold her and don’t say a word ]

When you see her walking

==[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]

When she's scared

===[ Protect her ]

When she lays her head on your shoulder

===[ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]

When she steals your favorite hat

==[ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]

When she teases you

===[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]

When she doesn’t answer for a long time

===[ reassure her that everything is okay ]

When she looks at you with doubt

==[ Back yourself up with the TRUTH ]

When she says that she likes you

==[ she really does more than you could understand ]

When she grabs at your hands

===[ Hold hers and play with her fingers ]

When she bumps into you

===[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]

When she tells you a secret

===[ keep it safe and untold ]

When she looks at you in your eyes

===[ don’t look away until she does ]

WHEN SHE MISSES YOU

===[ SHES HURTING INSIDE]

When you break her heart

===[ the pain NEVER really goes away ]

When she says its over

===[ she STILL wants you to be hers ]

When she repost this bulletin

===[ she wants you to read it ]

- Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything

-DON'T let her have the last word

-always call her when u know somethings wrong

-Pretty and beautifull is soo much better...NOT HOT

- Say you love her more than she could ever love you

- Argue that she is the best girl ever

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok don’t believe it, talk with her

- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up

- Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Tease her and let her tease you back

-Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid

- Give her the world

- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

- Let her know she's important

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;"Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"

I got this mesage from one of my best friend. She asked me to read the whole story. I thought it didnt really capture my attention. Nonetheless, it was so touching. Tears nearly dropped from my eyes. Was I being too emotional? But it really made me wanna cry...Everybody admires someone who can understand and care about us. It is not easy as humans are not perfect. I believe that God will complete our journey of lives with someone who can be our friend, our partner and our soul. To find a person who love us is easy yet to find a person who wanna be with us all the time, going through all the hardships is not that simple.

'O mankind, fear your Lord, who created you from one soul and created from it its mate and dispersed from both of them many men and women. And fear Allah , though whm you ask one another, and the wombs. Indeed Allah is ever, over you, and Observer.' (An Nisa:1)

S.U.M.M.E.R.T.R.I.P.S

Pisa, Italy

Spain

Milan

Cruise Roma, Italy

Alhambra, Spain

Sevilla, Spain

Wien, Austria

Venice, Italy

Mesquita, Spain

Zagreb, Croatia

Wien, Austria

Swiss Choc

These are some of the photos from my summer trips. I have promised to download the photos before right. The memory was filled with laughter, sadness, worrier, nervousness, happiness and all kind of feelings. We faced all the mix emotions together. Maybe this trip is the last trip for us as after this we hardly to get time and having fun like what we did during the trip.We will be having our own lives and all of us will be very busy with our careers. Hopefully, we can still keep in touch and the memories will remain forever in our hearts and minds.

azu201

N.U.K.I.L.A.N

aku insan biasa
mengharapkan kasih-Mu
meraba dalam kegelapan
mencari dalam keperitan
menongkah badai penderitaan
aku mengharapkan kasih-Mu
menunggu sinar-Mu
aku terus melangkah
sampai satu masa
aku terdampar
bingung tanpa arah
kelam tanpa bicara
permulaan yang getir
untuk mengharapkan
pengakhiran yang sempurna
tunjukkan ku jalan
pimpin ku ke arah
ketenangan yang abadi
kebahagiaan yang hakiki
moga suatu hari
aku mampu
menggapai sinarmu Ilahi
moga suatu masa
aku mampu
berdiri seteguh Siti Khadijah
di samping
Muhammad kekasihMu.

azu201

H.O.L.I.D.A.Y

Venice


Malaysian Hall


Switzerland

It has been a long time I did not pour any latest news on this blogger. I dont feel like writing as I dont know what to write..What a ridiculous thing!!Hahaha...I just wanna upload a few photos during my last vacation about two weeks ago. And for your information I just back from my summer holidays. I went to sevent countries including Spain, Italy, Switzerland, Croatia, Hungary, Czech Republic and Austria. I gained a lot of experience and there were so many incidents happened during our journey. I learnt on how people reacted towards each other, how to give and take, how to share things and how people perceived towards one another. Whatever it was, I was so happy as we arrived safely. That was one of the best memory in my life. Unfortunately, I have a problem downloading all the photos. I have only successfully downloaded three photos here. Will be downloading again in a short time...C yaaa..

azu201